ehhs i've been prompted by yingjie to update =x

okay. my blogsong rocks!
special thanks goes to

JOLENE LAU! (:

thanks so much girl! for helping me put the song on my blog though you were busybusy(:
thanks so much for giving me that surprise mornign call that time, and a surprise morning message.
yes girl! love ya truckloads wahahs.
(:
thanksthanksthanksthanksmanythanks
for sending me songs, for everything(:


yeah quite a few things happened recently.
for once, ive decided to leave hopekids ministry. not that it was ever my full time ministry, but yeah. i've decided to commit to a youth ministry instead.
jac's right. youth ministry needs me!
wahhaahhas.
im gonna miss all those kids there.
jenn,samuel,jarrod,jed,grace,cheryl,martin,mervyn.. the whole truckloads of noisy kids.
hahahas.
but yeah. i think what i did was really the right decision.
any other details you guys can ask me personally la huh.(:



hmm.
its been busy week.work requires lots of practice and i havent been practicing my amaths..chem. blahblah.
yes my previous chem hwk was.. i think almost all wrong la huh.
but yeah!

i got 38/40 for my very first chem test! (:

hahhas. im happy enough. you wont believe me if i tell you 40 marks is just on a piece of paper(:

physics on the other hand..

2/9 =x
lol.
pathetic test.
multiple choice questions but it was a test lahh. (:
okay. fair enough. first physics test.
hahahas.


had lit test today.
i was dozing off!
i duno why also. amzing can scribble all the answers.
i contradicted myself lahh. xd
miss emily grieser?
(:



during this period of time, its important not to lose focus on God. seriously.
spending time with God is deliberate, and if we really want to meet him, we'll set aside time just for him. yeah.
life goes upside down without God.
and the feeling is really really horrible,vegetable,whatever=/
really.
will you let God take the driver seat of your life?

God, i dont want to steer the wheel on my own anymore. without you, im truly lost.
will you just grant me courage? i think i need encouragement =/
and i really need to learn how to encourage others.

to you:

im sorry, i admit im not a very encouraging person at times.
will you forgive me for that?
there are probably lots of other things that were left uncleared and unsettled.
thats why everything piled up and accumulated.
i don't know exactly the things that i've done wrong, honestly.
but yes, i still love you.
and i really wanna clear this.


to you:
my dear girl, i still love you no matter what okay? (:
i know we dont spend so much time together as we used to before.
but thats how friendship in God is right?
we're close in spirit. hahas yeah.(:
dont feel bad or anything.
i really love you from the bottom of my heart! (:
yeahyeah.
jiayou !
xD
im amazed at the amount of faith you have. it really sets me thinking about what im doing.
(: